I’m stressed as fuck.
I’m tired as fuck.
I overwork myself.
But I’m too stubborn to give myself a break.
Or is it ambition?
I can’t really tell anymore.
My friends think I’m going crazy.
But my friends probably stress me out more than anything.
It’s always something so small and dumb as fuck that forms into some type of drama.
That’s the last thing I need.
I honestly just want to cut everyone off.
But I love my friends too much.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I need to focus on music more.
But then work, girls, friends, and even family seem to get in the way now.
I don’t know what to do.
I feel flustered by all that I want/need to accomplish.
I feel lost in my mind.
And I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know who will see this.
But I just don’t know.